Leave me and my raincloud in peace
I can’t really figure out what it is, but today is not a good day. I’m just tired; tired of dealing with people, tired of dealing with life, tired of smiling just so no one will ask how I am, tired of trying, I am just so tired of myself. Really, why even bother anymore? Now this all could just be a single bad day and I’ll be fine tomorrow, could be these thoughts that never leave my mind, could be some dumb memory that keeps replaying in my head; or perhaps it’s because I am terrified and no one else knows why. Either way, I sit here and wait under my lonely raincloud and ponder away.